Mood: BuhListening To: Dream Theater - Strange Deja VuDeja Vu indeed.
She asked for a break when I was working.
.. But now, it's the only time we're able to talk.. So it's good for the both of us. She said she might regret letting me go.
... But I have a life. Either you get on, or off. :)
Besides, now that I have a part time job, I'll be less free.. In fact, I don't even have time for myself. It would be unfair to her when I can't be there and all. It would be unfair to me if whatever she does would hurt me silently.
It's unfair for us to be together. But this break shall judge our fate of being together.
God. Class tomorrow. What a time to try an odd drink in Starbucks.. -_-... Now I know why people don't drink Espressos at night.. don't mind me,i'm no coffee nut -_-
Song of the moment:
She never really had a chance
On that fateful moonlit night
Sacrificed without a fight
A victim of her circumstance
Now that I've become aware
And I've exposed this tragedy
A sadness grows inside of me
It all seems so unfair
I'm learning all about my life
By looking through her eyes
Just beyond the churchyard gates
Where the grass is overgrown
I saw the writing on her stone
I felt like I would suffocate
Inloving memory of our child
So innocent, eyes open wide
I felt so empty as I cried
Like part of me had died
I'm learning all about my life
By looking through her eyes
And as her image
Wandered through my head
I wept just like a baby
As I lay awake in bed
And I know what it's like
To lose someone you love
And this felt just the same
She wasn't given any choice
Desperation stole her voice
I've been given so much more in life
I've got a son, I've got a wife
I had to suffer one last time
To grieve for her and say goodbye
Relive the anguish of my past
To find out who I was at last
The door has opened wide
I'm turning with the tide
Looking through her eyes
