[Vai Freak] Glacius

Mood: Blur
Listening To: 3 Doors Down - Here Without You









Yeah.  That thing that we all want to achieve, that person that we imagine to be, and the things we want to own one day if we could only afford it.

Then again, there are minor and major dreams.  Minor ones are, well, things we can achieve soon enough if we work hard for it.  Major dreams would be out of our budget that would cost us millions without a supporting pay from work.

Thanks to individual dreams, it keeps us moving on when we could just slack our lives off if our parents are multi-zillionaires.

Then again, reviewing on my individual self.  Ever since I was young, I always admired superstars on television.  They have fame, and money.  Besides, what else can a human want to satisfy their egoistic needs?  For fame, I had a small taste of it.  But it's not entirely a good thing until a certain extend.

Problem is, you need talent when you want to make it big.  Only 5 years ago, I found my talent (for the moment) which made me the musician today.  Learning a new subject, experimenting on theories, and well, so many more.  Experiences were both good and bad.

But look at me now.  I'm studying Business, and not even near to Mass Communication.  The gap between my dreams and what I'm going to be is a gap bigger than I can ever imagine.

Then again, sacrifices must be made.  It is aware that trying to be rich and attaining the curse of fame through music in Malaysia is like a mere death certificate.  And no, I don't mean it's impossible.  What I'm trying to say is that it requires at least 10x the hard work compared to outside of Malaysia.  Taiwan, Hong Kong, California, UK and so many other places.

And when I mean it's not impossible attaining this certain dream, I mean it.  I never knew anything about Poetic Ammo and how great they were in the Malaysian music scene, but until Point Blanc made a return with his single and Ipohmali, I learnt what he had to go through in life thanks to Schizzow.

A 16 year old running away from his home, auditioning over the phone in Ipoh to Kuala Lumpur, and all that.  Sounds like a fairy tale or a touching dramatic movie, but it's true.

Then again, when we achieve our dreams, we can either be contented with our achievement until the day we die, or until a certain extend.  Some of those who were contented with their achievements until a certain period of time end up commiting suicide, which is kind of sad.

Why?

My point of view which is slightly biased from several factors:  The fun in facing challenges to achieve dreams just died down.

If you ask me, I think if I ever achieve my dream or whenever I get to that stage, I might trade my life away.  In fact, I'm pretty contented with whatever I have now, and whatever I'm doing.  I'm facing the best thing in life although I don't do sports..

Hmmm?  Challenge.










I suppose sacrificing the whole Dad, I want to be a Rock star image is for a good cause.  It's nearly impossible here in Malaysia.  Music will always be something I'll study and be facinated with self studies and results, but I doubt it will ever become something I'll earn money from.

3 people have told me what dreams were about, and I couldn't agree more.  Then again, topics like these has different and several points of view.










Another reason why I want to move down to PJ ..










And dreams ah?  Maybe drive around in Australia with a Murcielago one day.  Lol.  Anybody can own a shiny white guitar when they have a job.  Lol.










Don't ask.  I have no idea why I ended up writing all these junk.










Chinpokomon!