[Vai Freak] Glacius

Mood: Dead Tired
Listening To: Air con









I've never felt this way before, physically and mentally.  For two times already today, I couldn't even hold a cup of water properly.  If you've been following my blogs, I'm sure you know that I lack of sleep.  Coming back at 4 or 5am in the morning today and sleeping till 9.45 was the best sleep I had for the week.

Right now, I feel like shit.

And the performance?  I guess Schizzow wasted his trip.  I wasted my time mixing and perfecting the beats, disappointed a lot of people and gave a bad impression to some musicians.

I don't even have the energy to start.

Panic Overdrive, Ying Kit's band, started off first because 2 other bands before them pulled themselves out.  This I gotta admit, Ying Kit has improved gradually since Dysnomia broke up.  He has a different field, a different band, and different skills.  I'm amazed that he improved a lot because he must've balanced his time between his assignments and music.

Underwhere performed before we got on stage.  It was kind of odd, if you ask me.  They've got a drum set, 2 guitar amps, 1 bass amps, a DJ turntable set, and there was only three of us there.  Schizzow, Rooshie and me.

The DJ can't even tell that the music was covering our vocals and my guitars.  Great assistance, fellow musician.










Although this is not my first performance, but this is my first with FDM.  And well, I can't say much, but I pretty much screwed a LOT of things up.  I was too tired to even hold my guitar and play the right melodies.  Hitting minor chords at major chord sections, forgot all of my distortion settings, and .. I don't know..

I need to refurnish my guitar pick also.  I didn't check my pick and I took the wrong one.  It was a little bit shorter than the picks I used, and my accuracy to hit the strings were reduced.  I've never really cared much before, and through this performance, I just learnt a new lesson because it screwed up my solo and instrumental bits.

And the crowd?  I mean, I can't blame the crowd for not being supportive or anything as I'm in no position to do that, but I could count the people watching us, man.  I'd say maybe 30?  Before us, was even less, so.. There's nothing much to say also.  Go do the remaining Maths.










I don't know what else to say, man.  It's a total disgrace.  I felt like crap after the performance because my standards were brought down due to lack of practice.. Shiet..










On the other hand, it was great meeting up with Ying Kit and other people during that time.  And congratulations to Rooshie for winning a sweet handphone!  Damn man. .Lucky girl.. Wahahahahahaha..










Right now, everything is over.  Last time, I said I wanted to work with Reason and Audition after my Finals, but I think I would want to put that on a break first.  I'm too tired beyond all reasons after a shitty week.










For those who were and weren't there, but giving us support, I would like to say thanks and apologise for the shitty performance because of my own condition.

I don't know what else to say.  I'm shocked beyond all reasons that I made clear mistakes to the crowd that I never did before.  *sighs*



















Time to get some rest, man.  I really need it..