[Vai Freak] Glacius

Mood: ?
Listening To: WoW.









Firstly, apologies to those who have been offended in my previous journal. It's one of those non-sensible, my mind is speaking out, sort of journals. This goes out to Edmund, Wormy, Kiwi, Magic, Guo Qiang, Paul and Kevin/Kelvin/Kelvyn (the dude from SXI lah.)

Of course, it was thoughtful for the whole prank thing to relieve me from stress. You all thought of safety, plans, etc, but you all forgot to think if that was the right time to pull it off. If I wasn't so busy and stressed (way beyond the limit), I would've enjoyed it and have fun instead of being a hectic fucked up dude.

But quality time spent from 11.45 till midnight was a good one. It was what I always enjoyed. Just sitting down, having something to drink, chit chat, and leave once everything's done. Thanks for the company.

What else can I say? Sorry. I should be more appreciative, and just ignore the previous post. As it's a post that only takes effect only for that period of time, but not throughout the whole week.

But fuck stress. It ruins my mood, and this time, it has done a bloody good job in it.

Secondly, to whoever has that Alfa Romeo belt that Edmund took last night, thanks a lot. I had to go to college in shorts because I seem to have misplaced my National Service belt -___________-. Nearly froze and became restless during the worst presentations I've ever seen.

Thirdly, I'm legal. Legal, alright, and I've done it already. I've finally got myself the ATM card I've been waiting for. No more lining up at Maybank just to withdraw RM50 most of the time. Cukup paiseh.

Fourthly, my mood is currently effected by my stress level. My stress level has exceeded its maximum limit, and I really need a break. I thought it was stupid, but I can't even concentrate on my assignments now. My stress has caused last night to be a 'failure' planned by the notorious jackasses. (Jackasses - I meant it in a good way.)

Fifthly, apologies to Paul for any damages to the Gen2.

Sixthly, my gratitude to Paul and Kiwi for posting two journals that not many could post. A direct journal to an individual without stating them in a third person view/another method/metaphor (?). Posts like that improves a character when something's wrong with their attitude. Though both are very contrasted, but life is not like a bed of roses. Though it's my birthday today, it shouldn't be treated any more special than any other days. Because it's just a normal day. Thanks.

Seventhly, I need to go for a medical checkup. In Edmund's Alfa Romeo, I experienced this strain towards my right lung, out of the blues. I'm asthmatic, so my mentality is controlling my fear about this sign, being something bad that might happen.

Eightly, fuck assignments. Seriously.

Ninethly, I need some rest. I've been too stressed out, and I can't even move on in my assignment although the information is just right in front of my face at the moment.

Tenthly, I can't believe I have an ATM card.

Eleventhly, thanks to all those who have wished me happy birthday, before and after midnight. The first person to wish me for today is NOT Kelly (as she asked on the phone yesterday), but Tan Hock Hock. I don't know why I'm typing this either.

Twelvethly, as stated in my previous journals, I will be very busy. And even more busier once I wake up from my nap - which is going to happen very soon because I'm extremely tired at the moment. I need to study Management, once again, and start outlining the whole assignment guidelines.

Thirteenthly, family dinner at the wrong time. Everybody's celebrating for me at the wrong time. I wish my assignments could kick in next month instead of this month.

Fourteenthly, after this post and after today, since it's going to be a new year for me, I will cut down outings even more. More work, less play.

Fifteenthly, sincere apologies for those who planned that prank. I'm not the type of guy who enjoys pranks as much as others who likes to be pranked.

Sixteenthly, Zhu May sounds REALLY different now O____________O

Seventeenthly, my birthday, don't need to get me any presents. Just support FDM's Sentimentalities.






Thank you and see you all in December.