Mood: Sick. I feel like throwing up..Listening To: Glacius - A Night In The SkyThis
morning, fetched Mummy BraBra to Telekoms Malaysia to get her
application for Streamyx all up and running. Well, not until we found
out that her parent was supposed to be there to sign for the terms and
conditions. Gah. I'm confused.
I mean, if you need a parent to
sign for the terms and conditions and all, why did they already fixed
up the telephone wires and all that , and just ready to secure the
whole unit for the connection itself? It was kinda confusing to me, at
first.. But since this is not my connection, who gives a shit? Lol.
Anyways,
we went to Jamal Tariq after that, and had breakfast. Chit chatted
about a lot of things that I didn't realise for 45 minutes and all
that. Then we decided to go back home since she has classes at 1.30pm
and all.
But on the way up, when we came to the roundabout at
Gurney Drive, I saw this odd object - more to like a squid. But what
the hell would a squid be doing on a bump at the roundabout? Went
closer with the bike, and.. Fuck.. I saw the one thing that I can't
stand. I can stand people or animals which are already dead. But..
I saw a kitten, bleeding from its head, with its eyes closed, tossing and turning.. Struggling for life..
Plus,
I always had a soft spot when it came to cats.. This one, had blood
coming out from its head, in the middle of the road.. Both me and Debra
wanted to throw up when we saw this.. It was horrible..
I just
realised that I have a soft spot for animals; when they're struggling
for life. There was this time, my brother flushed a fish out of the
tanks on the balcony. It was still alive, but it was on the ground. It
took me 5 minutes to make up my mind because I can't stand myself to
watch a living creature die, when I could've done something about it. I
saved it, put it in a container.
But now, it's probably dead,
because my mum put it into the container again with her stupid plants
and not feeding the fishes herself. I hate taking care of whatever she
owns. She should take care of the plants, fishes and worms that she
rare. Besides, it's her own responsiblity. Oh well.
I'm
still kinda shook up about the kitten.. And now, I don't know why, but
I'm feeling like a freelancer now.. A mindless wanderer..
...without her..
*sighs*. Is there anybody out there who can make me feel better about myself, without her?