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These thoughts, can never explain me,
I never knew I that I never changed.
Although, I always thought I already did,
But this beast, can never be tamed.
Acting matured, but always immatured,
Thinking that everything can be controlled.
Now I doubt myself, in whatever I say,
because I see no changes, when I walk on any way.
These fingers, they provide entertainment,
To me, they bring happiness.
Unintentionally, they bring fame,
Or rather, a guitarist, who's lame.
Not favoured by many, liked by some,
I don't give a shit, because I am one.
Confused, and stuck in a neverending maze,
If this goes on, I would just lay dead and insane.
Sometimes, I wish
I wasn't the person I am right now. I don't even like myself as
I'm typing all this out. Even if I want to change, who do I want
to be? What do I really want in life? Why is all this
happening to me? I just can't control myself like I used to,
anymore. I thought I changed, but I just proved myself that I'm
100% fucking wrong last night. I realised that whatever I try to
say or do.. would be wrong. Maybe after all this while, my mother
and her bitchyness would be the on the right side, and I would be too
stubborn to give into her.
What could get worse..?
That right now..
... Everything I do.. Is just wrong..
 | wormy wrote on Jul 10, '06 weih...
hmm.. maybe you should turn to my good friend alcohol for some solutions
In a few more months you'll be turning 18. Leave after that, if you really can't take it.
I still dont fucking understand your mom.
oh lord... sigh. |
 | This has nothing to do with my mum. |
| By the way, I said "Maybe after all this while", which means that I could be the one who's wrong.
Yeah, I guess it was wrong of me to get the Char Hor Fun instead of the Green Chilli and missed out on that or something. Sometimes, I'm right or wrong, I also duno.. but now, I guess I'm just wrong at everything.. |
| wormy wrote on Jul 10, '06 |
| "Not favoured by many, liked by some"
I didn't mean that you all hated me.. for those who I still talk to, of course, you all are my friends; or those who likes me as a friend. Gah. I don't know why I don't like myself -_- |
 | self confidence and self love is the most important things one should have.
if u don't love urself then nobody can love you.
if u can't love urself then u can't love others.
if u do not have self-love then u will be clueless in this cruel world.
if u blame urself for things u haven't done wrong then u are wrong in the sense of pressuring urself for nothing.. u will just grow more white hairs...
and if u think u are acting matured, then stop acting.
if u think u are immatured, continue what u're doing, because without mistakes we don;t improve, we don't move to a better direction without faults.
remember the saying? " Failure is the MOTHER to success"???
and if u doubt urself then how u expect others NOT to doubt u? that is y i say self confidence is very very important.
if u think ur fingers are instrument for entertaining, that is a good thing, continue bringing happiness, to urself or others..
different people have different perception on what they dislike or like. just don't bother with those nasty comments (if one does throw that to ur face but if its a nasty comment to change u for the better, then heck.. change! ) and thank those who likes u and supports you. (mostly these people are really close friends, or rather, good friends u should keep close by you)
in the end, it all comes down to u. if u think u're in a messed up maze, then find a way out.
when there is a will, there is a way..
whatever it is, i wish u luck and success in everything you do. one day, when u're somebody big and famous.. dun forget the girl who typed so much on ur reply page muahahahh XD
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| if u don't love urself then nobody can love you
Wrong. I don't love myself, but I am loved by wifey. she is dope.
if u think ur fingers are instrument for entertaining, that is a good thing, continue bringing happiness, to urself or others
Always did that, and will never stop because there's nothing else I'm good at.
if u blame urself for things u haven't done wrong then u are wrong in the sense of pressuring urself for nothing.. u will just grow more white hairs
Hair is already plural, btw.
And I've been raised to know that everything I do is wrong. Whatever my mum does is right. |
 | chill man Oasis - Wonderwall is dope |
| ops sry grammar mistake. must have been too tired after class -____-lll
when are u gona start feeling good for urself?
sigh. watever la. in the end its still in ur hands. |
| Not anytime soon, I can feel... |
 | Eighteen??
i thought glacius was 25...
fuck u la glacius,put fake age at your profile!!
LOL |
| Betui ah? Hahaha.. lazy to edit ady. ><.. 25.. gah... |
| wormy wrote on Jul 11, '06 
i thought glacius was 25...  wahahahahahahahahahaahahahaha |
| I am doper than y'all, yaw. |
| wormy wrote on Jul 11, '06 |
| wormy wrote on Jul 11, '06 lazy |
 | LMAO.... jean so old wanz ar.... hmmm...
uncle tong seng still older... =P |
| wormy wrote on Jul 11, '06 |
| wormy wrote on Jul 11, '06 lazy |
| "And I've been raised to know that everything I do is wrong. Whatever my mum does is right."
Me too dude... |
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