Mood: Emo-ed
Listening To: Light & Easy
Every night; in this lonely bed,
the memories of you and me; appear in my head.
Some of us, don't believe in true love,
Then tell me; what's this I feel in my heart?
Though the distance seperates us,
and soon, it will seperate us even more.
But I know, my feelings won't change once I come back,
as I'm always wanting to have you in my arms.
I can't imagine some things,
Like when someone else holds your hands..
Or when someone else holds you in his arms..
Or when someone else kisses you.
Childish, as it sounds;
but I am not ready to let you go.
Despite the distance;
My love for you, is like a rough river flow.
The thoughts of me; leaving for a place;
far away from you.
The thoughts of me; leaving for a period of time;
for not being with you.
... But, for you,
... my heart will always stay true.
We can't see the future; or how things will be after June 10th.
But I can feel; that my feelings for you will stay the same. Can
you say or feel the same too?
I feel that NS is no different that my current state of
relationship. The only thing that keeps us alive are our messages
via SMSes or phone calls. Now NS will reduce that time. But
I hope that school will keep her busy from time to time for 3 months;
until I come back.
I am both sad, but happy to leave for NS soon. Happy because I
will be away from my family for 3 months. Sad because I will be
leaving her, and everyone else I've just met for 3 months.
Sad because I don't wanna lose her to anyone else; or her feelings would fade for me after 3 months of absence..
Sometimes, I believe everything's going to be ok. I truly believe
in that. But in times like these.. I lose that faith. And
sometimes, it just comes back; and fades away again. I have
promised her that I will be back to be with her again. And nobody
else. I will keep this promise. And if I'm disappointed,
there's nothing I can do about it.
I'm excited; yet scared at the same time.. I hate it when I think of all this..
everything's gonna be alright 
