[Vai Freak] Glacius

Mood: .
Listening To: Dream Theater - Pull Me Under









Sometimes, we try to turn into a new leaf.  Most of us succeeds, but some of us fail.  For those who succeed, good for you all.  For me, I'd say it's time to lift my ass and to move on.

I gave my dad a call regarding my Starbucks status:

. My first day of work is not going to be tomorrow, or anytime this month.  Mr Fery told me that the classes to commence my first day of work in the outlets is full for this month, so he would give me another call early of next month.  Looks like I have some time to enjoy before I disconnect all means of communication ..

Have to start balancing my college schedule with that dreadful 3-day 8hour-per-day course at Starbucks HQ .. I don't know how's that going to be possible.. And..yeah.

He was okay with it.  Knowing him, at least he would be happy of me because I'm going to be working for my money soon, with some of his support of course.  Just that I'm lightening his burden in financing me.

.. That and something else.

I will try to make this possible, although it is going to be hard.  There's nothing to be afraid or scared of, so here's one of the reasons why I'm working:

1) To ease my dad's headache in financing me
2) To give a money kick-in-the-ass for my brother so he can fly off to Australia, and would hope to finance a little bit in his everyday living/part of his studies/porno collection/spendings there in Melbourne/Sydney.  I'm doing this, because I know he's going to finance me 2 years after he starts working, and when I arrive there for my degree level.

.. More to like, "get the hell out of my house, you two children of mine and get a life and live by your own there!" sort of thing..

I have no other purpose of living.  There are dreams, but .. They're not worth dying for in Malaysia.  My mind's only set to work, study, play a little bit of music, and finance those who're in need.. My brother's top priority.

And as I thought I'm doing something nice, I decided to give my mum a call and..

.. The usual happened.

There can never be a day where we will ever talk nicely to each other.  This time, I pulled back and stood firm.  I just let her blab about whatever she wanted to say.

While she was blabbing, I thought to myself..

"What the fuck did I do to deserve all this bullshit?"

I'm sick of ranting of whatever she wants to say.  But sorry, things'll never change.  I tried, and I've thought of her till I got her something that she might find cute and appreciate from KL..

.. But never again.  Never again I shall ever think of others who doesn't appreciate it.

After all, she wasted my RM 3.24 for nagging me over the phone while I called her up.  She wanna talk about miscommunication, she'd better start thinking who's calling fuckin who before she opens that filthy mouth of hers.

That was the only time I wished my credits would've run out in the middle of a phone conversation so I wouldn't feel all guilty for cutting her off.

Just study, work, and finance my brother.  It's the least I can do for the family at the moment, anyways.










If anybody sees the new Camry in the house anytime soon, please burn it for me.  I don't give a shit anymore.