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Take this as my prayer; as I was never good at expressing feelings.
Besides mother, you were the one who brought us up to our proper beings.
Knowing that you are strong, things shouldn’t go wrong;
May everything proceed smoothly like a soothing song.
Although you would, but forgive me for whom I have become;
Forgive me for whatever I had done, and forgive me for being an imperfect son.
One who never learnt how to appreciate the beauty of life,
One who never knew how to take the risk, and now I have to pay the price.
Though, you’ve taken me for who I am and who I’d be,
I’m thankful enough that you accept every single thing of me.
Thanks for making us happy, being the roots to support the family tree
Please don’t let this family of four turn into three.
Thanks for being supportive and caring,
I could never ask more for God’s blessing.
If you’re hearing me out, O’ Mighty Lord,
Bless my father as much as you can, and don't let Death's war be won.
I never said I loved you and missed you as much as you did.
But try and remember who always called you to come home from work when he was still a kid?
I’ll try and be strong, just for a few hours,
Although I feel insecure when your life lies in the hands of others.
The results may be good, or bad, as I’ll never know the after-effects.
I would just hope that after this stage, everything would be intact.
I’m sorry for the years of lies that I’ve told,
And I’m sorry for the times that I was too bold.
I know I’m still young, and I’ve done many mistakes,
I just wish that it’s your problems I could eradicate.
No matter what happens, you’ll never be torn apart.
Even if I died, you were the one who gave me a heart.
To love, and to care. These words are comin’ from there.
Father, how I feel for you is never a short flare.
I’d run as far as I can, even if it’s an impossible race,
And even if I broke my legs, I’d crawl just to see your expressionless face.
I love you, dad.
